Hmmm,to eat or not to eat?

SO for the past week I've been sick as a puppy :( *coughs coughs *sniffles) and it's almost midnight and I thought,hey, while i'm bed ridden, I could share some thoughts with you guys, so WECLOME to my 1st post!hehehe.

So I had Swiss Chalet delivered to my door like 5 hrs ago..and now I'm hungry. The thing with me is, I'll crave something naughty at this time of the night and then as soon as I'm done eating it...I'll feel like kicking myself! Don't get me wrong, I never throw it up and I thoroughly enjoy the moment of pleasure..but then a couple hours later I'll be like: ummm,yeaaa,maybe I shouldnt have" or "Why didn't I eat the fruit?"...well 'cause the fruit don't have enough saturated fat!lol I never want to be skinny...but I never want to be huge either but I come from a family of big-ger people (lol) and we all have to watch what we eat. I do have my hate-love moments (trustt me,there are plenty) and you will get to share them with me on this journey.
Please share your own personal junk food hate/love moments while I play eenie meenie to decide on either the fruit or the cookie(s). (As you will find out, I do not know what a portion is,...or I do but don't believe it!)
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